I luv u...

its hard 4 me to find the words dat wil very clearly say
HOW MUCH I LUV U....
and how u're de meaning 2 each day.....
im so very glad i found u...
4 with all ur gentleness...
u hv brought joy into ma life and untold happiness....
thnx 4 evrything....
luv ya...

4 u ma dear~~~~

ma life has been enriched, since de tyme dat i met u...4 in evrything we share, i c a luv dat is so true and i c a heart dat alwayz cares...a nature dat is so kind...u're such a beautiful person who i've been so fortunate 2 find...u make ma heart beat faster and being wif u, i am maself...and de luv we share i treasure...4 it is a luv above all else...=)

aku kembali!!!

hati terdetik untuk menulis kembali sejak beberapa bulan yg dulu tp kekangan mase membataskn segalanya....

tp hari ini hatiku terbuka kembali untuk menaip segala yg terbuku didlm ati....

lame tlah ku pendamkn sgalanya...aku hanya insan yg lemah...yg bisa dipengaruhi oleh emosiku....biarpn kelihatan kuat pada zahirnya. tp dalaman ku yg rapuh membuatkn aku menjd seorg yg hipokrit...

ye, aku mmg hipokrit...dlm segala hal...aku cuba sedaya upaya untuk memenuhi kehendak kwn2 tp bagaimana dgn kehendak diriku sndri????

adakah aku tidak punya harga diri hingga dipandang rendah oleh mereka....

jawapannya hanya ada pada mereka...

tp aku tidak menyesal dgn apa yg terjd....malah aku yakin akn hikmahnya...dan sekarang, sedikit semi sedikit aku dpt melihatnya...

segala2nya berjalan seperti dirancang...aku pasrah dgn segalanya kerana aku taw DIA sentiase ade disisi melihat dan membantuku...lg2 disaat aku sedang jatuh...

aku bersyukur...dgn ape yang terjd....kerana aku taw..inilah dugaan buat aku..

supaya aku menjd insan yg lebih matang dlm segala hal...

insyaallah....

urgent!!!! read diz plz!!!

PERHATIAN!!!!!!!! HOSPITAL BESAR NEGERI SEMBILAN MEMERLUKAN PENDERMA DARAH "O-" DIWAD 4B(tampAtku ditempatkan dulu) MEREKA MEMERLUKAN DARAH "O-" INI UNTUK MENYELAMATKAN SEORANG PESAKIT YANG KINI BERADA DALAM KEADAAN YANG SERIUS SUDAH HAMPIR 2BULAN MENGALAMI KOMPLIKASI DAN DARAH INI AMAT DIPERLUKAN DENGAN SEGERA..UNTUK BERITA LANJUT BOLEH HUBUNGI MR.ARVIND 012-6788805

fwd la kat kwn2 yg len ye....sme2 la kte membantu yg memerlukan....

its over~~~

hahahaha....finally, it has come 2 d end....ROS is over...im happy 4 dat but sumhw, deep inside ma heart....i can feel the sadness n the pain....its not dat much bt its stil thr....hmmm...juz imagine, i've been duin diz 4 the past 3 weeks n starting 2mrw, evrything's gone n im bck 2 d old AMIRUL who is nothing n nobody...no more entering the class, no more ppl calling me sir o cikgu n the most important thing is, no more getting up early in the mornin....hmmmm....i started 2 mis dat already...bt diz is life...beginnings r usually scary n endings r usually sad....bt its evrything in between dat m8s it all a worth living....so, cheer up mirul...b strong...huhu..

i juz luv ma students....all of 'em...they touched ma heart....i admit dat sumtyme i feel bored relieving all the classes bt i stil do ma bez 2 entertain them....n i've made it...alhmdlh....i also f ma favourite class which is 6 ibnu khaldun....(fyi, its the laz class in the standard)....they knew dat tdy is ma laz day at school.....so they wrote their biodata 4 me s a present....the whole class biodata is on ma table....n some present t0o....n im so touched by their words.... it puts me on tears diz mornin when i read it...i feel like i dun wan 2 go bck...i wan 2 b thr 4 them bt i juz cant....i really cant....here r few quotations of their words...

"cgu yg plg dsygi : cgu amirul"
"cgu amirul cute mcm telaber (wrong spelling, it suppose 2 b teddybear)"
"smoge cgu berjaya n kembali mngajar d cni"
"kami akn rindu cgu"
"kenangan manis : smase cgu mirul mngajar kami"
"kenangan pahit: smase cgu mirul sudah tiada d skola"
las bt nt least and this 1 made me cry alot..."slamat jln cgu mirul, bye2..."

im speechless....dunno wat 2 say....i juz knew them 4 bout 3 weeks n they already f a special place in ma heart....n im nt gonna 4get them cz they r ma 1st students ever....

tribute to Michael Jackson @ Mikael

On d Sad mornin of June 25, 2009 MJ was discovered collapsed at his rental home in LA. 911 emergency services responded promptly at 12:21 pm Pacific time arriving at 12:30 pm 2 find MJ unconscious n not breathing. He was rushed 2 the UCLA Medical Center n after a brief slip into a coma Michael was pronounced dead at 2:26pm; d cause reported as cardiac arrest. THE LA Police Department has opened an investigation n an autopsy is scheduled for Friday, June 26, 2009.

MJ lived a very colourful life and during a short 50 years he made an indelible mark on our planet, Earth. Whether r nt u r a fan thr is nobody who can deny his impact n d memory of him which wil persist in all of us indefinitely. Spread the word of MJ's legacy and m8 sure every1 wil alwayz remember him 4eva......

always luv u MJ.....i'll remember when ma mom introduced me 2 u...through vhs tapes n music...ur luv of humanity makes u special in all of our hearts, ur charity work n ur music dat brought all races 2gether, dancing 2 the same beat. all in ur own sadness n happiness, u accomplished wat many f nt n showed us things we should give a damn bout..I hope in ur death dat ppl come 2 c dat thr r more important things in life....n stop being so selfish...

R.I.P

another sweet story that happened to me....

went out juz nw...2 photostat few documents....along d way bck 2 ma home, i met a group of kids playing wif their bicycle at one junction in front of a restaurant....em, s usual....i juz walk through ppl without even lookin o turn ma face 2 'em....n i did d same thing 2 these kids....all of a sudden, i heard sum1 said "eh, cikgu mirul....". bt i pretended 2 hear nothin...n continued walking til another kid called ma name out loud..."cikgu mirul(2x)....". n almost evry1 at d restaurant was lookin at me....so, i really f 2 turn ma face 90 degree n look at 'em....haha=p....i waved ma hand 2 'em n said..."watpe kt cni??? da mlm nie....g blk, esk skola kn???". hahaha....n they replied, "x,bru blk ngaji....nk blk uma da nie cikgu....cikgu nk g ne 2???". i answered, "nk blk uma laa...td g kdai jap....cikgu blk dlu ye....esk jmpa kt skola...k, asalamualaikum??". then, i continued bck ma walking 2 home....

but that is not d point of wat i am trying 2 say....i didnt xpect ppl 2 greet me o rmmbr me bt d thought that came 4rm 'em made me happy in million ways....im impressed that they can rmmbr ma name evnthough, i juz went 2 their class once......oh, so sweet of 'em....

they really make ma day (final episode)~~~

haha=p....wat hapen nex?? em, after done seing all ma teachers....n salam2 wif them...we decided to go bck...

SUDDENLY!!!!!!!!

JOM MEN BOWLING!!!!!!!
sum1 says sth in a murmur....
hah??? really???
nk2...yok2...haha....
bt every1 has 2 go home 1st....
2 perform the ZOHOR prayer...
we agreed 2 meet up again at parkson
around 3 o'clock....

so, i went bck 2 school...wanie n gjah sent me...after bout 2 n a half hours disappeared frm school...haha=)...sgt jahat...huhu...then, i packed all ma belongings n m8 maself prepared 2 go bck home...i left the school at 2.10 pm n arrived at ma home around 2.30 pm....mandi manda n siap2 then text wak ajak join diz outing....pastu i hv 2 wait til 3 cz safwan wil come n fetch me...then we both go to wak's house 2 t8 her...

tiba d parkson at 3.40 n trus men bwlg.....damn happy cz at last we get a chance 2 get together again like wat we used to do during our tyme at school b4....haha=p.....being wif all of them is one of the bez memory i ever had.....n i admit it that i luv them all....after done throwing ball,we decided to watch movie....n guess wat mv....???

TRANSFORMERS!!!!

haha=p....xminat pn sbnrnye.....tp join je utk melengkapkn majlis....juz follow d majority....xmo rosakkn mjls...so we choose 2 watch the mv at MBO....xnk lme la pulok mv 2....bout 3 hours in the cinema....4 me ok la cite 2....ade part yg bez n ade yg x...huhu~~ then, after finished, we say good bye 2 each other n salam2 n peluk2 n cium2.....pastu evry1 balik ke uma msg2...

i went home nek kete safwan wif wak n shida....1st we sent shida 2 her house at tmn bkt kepayang....ade hidden meaning sbnrnye....she wanted 2 gv me sth....haha=)...ma bdy present.....n keychain 4rm tganu....then, anta wak....tp smpi kt uma wak we stopped 4 awhile....(lame kot....)haha....makan2, borak2 ngan cgu normah(mak wak) xhenti2....huhu...
n ble da kenyang, kami pn mulekn pjlnan pulang.....safwan sent me home n smpi uma lam kul 10 lbh....im extreemly tired bt its worth it...sgt suke today's outing....i enjoyed goi out wif them n lookin 4wd to do it again soon....

to : wak,safwan,apis,wanie,daus pauzi,xyong,gjah,daus awal,azu,shida,nina,lyana n adik (geng g skola n tgk mv)

to : ammar n ilyas ( bkn nme sbenar)

to : all ma beloved teachers at SMKSA, teacher islamiah,cgu faezah,teacher nancy,cgu akbar,cgu sharifah,cgu suraya, cgu aisha kiran, cgu normah,cgu norhashima,teacher rokiah, teacher sharifah norhaizam, cgu zamry n many more....

thnx 2 all of u cz u guys really make ma day....im so happy 2 meet wif all of u n i luv u guys!!!!!

~DONE~

they really make ma day (part 2)~~~

i win a ticket diz morning....yeahhh!!! fyi,its not a lotery ticket o watsoeva but its a relieve class ticket...haha=)....i got 2 classes dat hv 2 b relieve at 10.35 am - 11.05 am n another 1 is at 11.35 - 12.05am...bt d problem here is i cant m8 it to relieve d 11.35am class....y?? cz i've planned wif ma old frenz dat we r goin 2 visit our teachers at ma scondary school today around 11 o'clock diz mornin....haaaaa, hw??? im planning 2 m8 maself disapear from ma table 4 about 2 o 3 hours...bt it seems so hard 4 me....howwwwwwwwwww!!!!

TINGGGGG!!!!!! (d devil has play his role)

i got an idea....m8 use of them....d practical student....ask them 2 help u...begging them....use ur sweet words n mouth AMIRUL!!!! go n blow them away...go3....hahahaha=) (evil laugh)

me : abg syafiq, nk minx tlg sgt2...mirul de appointment dgn cgu kt skola menengah sebelah nie....cgu2 lme mirul...nk g jmpa derg dgn kwn2 lam kul 11....tp kne relieve class lak....so sgt2 memerlukn bantuan abg nie....tlg mirul leh x abg....1 waktu jew....plz abg....

abg syafiq : abg pn ade kls relieve mirul...kul 12.05....

me : ok la 2....pas kls mirul, abg trus msk kls abg lak...kls yg sme kew??? drjh bpe??

abg syafiq : 2 IS....

me : bgs2...sme kls....yeye...so kire abg relieve 1 jam la ye....blh ye abg....sgt2 minx tlg nie....

abg syafiq : xleh la mirul....abg de keje pasni....nk g jmpa guru pembimbing abg....

me : (mulukan stage ke-2)...smpi ati....daa la mggu nie mggu trakhir mirul....pasni xde da org nk minx tlg kt abg....kali ni je....d 1st n d last....(nada merayu)

abg syafiq : ok laa...ok laa...meh cni tiket 2...

me : yeke??? blhhh??? waaaaah, happy nyeeeeee....mekace abg syafiq....

hahahaha=) (another evil laugh)....so, i can m8 it 2 meet ma frenz....no probs anymore....huhu...

then, around 11.20 i went 2 ma old school n meet ma frenz....glad 2 b bck at ma old place....whr i learnt almost evrything bout life n frenship....n hw good it feels 2 b bck at school n meet ur old teachers....hw proud they are when we all said dat we r university student nw....they didnt say it out loud but deep inside their heart, i noe they feel tons of saticfaction....n it shows on their face...nenek@lalah alwayz say " action speaks louder than word".......n its damn true...b at school wif them is such a great feeling.....

~BERSAMBUNG~

they really make ma day~~~

alkisahnye bmule pada pagi yg hening...angin pagi yg dingin terasa menusuk hingga ke dasar tulang seluruh badanku....spt pg2 sebelumnye, aku bersiap sedia utk ke skola lg pd hr ini utk mghabiskn sisa2 baki ros ku yg msh berbaki 2 hr....seawl jam 6.50 pg,.aku sudah siap mengenakan pakaian yg di'iron' smlm iaitu bju kemeja maroon kegemaranku dan slua slack hitam....setelah melihat diriku ddlm cermin utk seketika dan berasa yakin dgn penampilanku hr ini, aku terus menyarung sepatu hitamku yg dbeli d bundle d taman tasik....10 minit kemudian, aku sudah pn berada d ats jalan tar d kampungku untuk menghayunkan langkah kaki ku menuju ke destinasi yg satu iaitu skolaku....Apabila aku sampai d 1 selekoh tajam,TIBA-TIBA .....hayunan lagkahku diberhentikan oleh satu suare aneh yg berada dhadapanku....

ilyas : asalamualaikum cikgu???
aku : wslm....smt pg....
ammar : smt pg cikgu....cikgu dari mane??
aku : rumah laa....rumah sy kat blakang nie je...lorong 3....
ilyas : o0o....jalan kaki je ke cikgu??
aku : aah, sy org miskin...xmampi lg nk bli moto....hehe...em,sy gerak dulu ye...
ilayas dan ammar : ok cikgu...jumpa kat skola jap g ye...jln elok2...
aku : baik....kamu pn jgn lewat sgt...ye..
ilyas dan ammar : baik cikgu....

aku pn meneruskan pjalananku yg terhenti sebentar td tanpa menoleh kbelakang....tetapi aku dpt mendengar dgn jelas suara halus yg sedang berbisik2 dibelakangku....

ammar : cikgu 2 baik ke??? xpnh ajar aku pn....?
ilyas : baik gle....smlm kn, die tlg aku mse xm....die bg jawapan BI....baik sgt...
ammar : yeke?? xadil laa cmni...aku xde spe tolong pn....cikgu practical aku 2 xbaik laa...xbg jawapan....

hahaha=)....hatiku tercuit dek kerana terdengar perbualan ank2 ini....senyuman terukir dbibirku sambil hatiku berkata, im gonna miz them all....tepat jam 7.10 pg...aku tiba dskola dan terus ke pejabat utk menulis kehadiranku seperti biasa....

~BERSAMBUNG~

p/s : nama2 yg tertulis diatas tidak ade kene mengena dgn yg idup atau yg sdh meninggal dunia....

hari pertama d skola....

haha=)...bermula la ROS d skola hr nie....em, nk taw, 1st day owg da dtg lmbt...hakhak..bgn kul 7...smpi skola lam kul 7.35 n assembly da start....malu nk walkin through them, so i decided 2 wait at pondok jaga....huhu...em, lme gak laa tgu...maklum laa...phimpunan rasmi kn...hr isnin....mmg lame...tgu, pny tgu, pny tgu....da abis....dlm kul 8.15....so, i went 2 d office 2 meet Guru Besar n lapor diri....tp kne tgu lg...cz ade dak2 dr upsi nk wat praticum kt skola 2 jgk....(abg syafiq n abg akim)....n de 2 org dak IPRM nga wat practicum gak...(sim n wong).....so kne tgu lam opis....smpi kul 9 lbh bru dpt jmpa GB....borak2 sat... n bg borang lapor diri...owg pn mulakn tugas n menyibukkn diri....hehe...em, g knl2 ngan cgu pelatih2....borak2 ngan derg...at d same tyme, carik cgu2 lme yg msh de d skola....g library jap n bilik kaunselling....xwatpe pn rini...juz jln2 n tgk2 skola lme....rse cm da tua jew....9 thn tglkn skola nie....n there r alot of changes made...tringt zaman dulu2 mse kt skola....sgt bez....hmmmm.....bt its a different feeling being at ur old school....dulu sbgai plaja, n nw sbgai bakal guru....sgt berbeza....

nk djadikn crite, mse jln2 terserempak laa ngan murid2....spt biase, derg bg salam..."asalamualikum cikgu"....tp owg gelak...sgt pelik dgr derg pgl cikgu...haha...n owg siap suh derg jgn pgl sy cikgu....xlayak lg nk dpanggil cikgu....hahaha=p

em, g blk jmpa GB n tny psl skola n cikgu2....die ade tny, nk msk kelas x...n owg sgt xcited trus laa jwb nk2....klu dberi laa...hehe...n die tny lg, cuti nie free x?? skola de wat bengkel teknik mjwb upsr...nk join??? sy bg kamu 1 slot 3 jam ajar BI kt derg...??? owg sgt teruja tanpa bpk pjg trus kate nk....haha....xdela, nk kumpul byk2 pngalaman kt skola....sgt suke tgk bdk2 kecik yg comel....geram cm nk cubit2 jew...haha

2 jela cite rini....blk kul 2.05 stp hr....kne dtg sblm kul 7.20 stp ari...huhu

i am mine

The selfish they are all standing in line.
Faith in their hope and to buy themselves time.
Me, I figure as each breath goes by,
I only own my mind.

The north is to south as the clock is to time.
There's east and there's west and there's everywhere life.
I know I was born and I know that I'll die.
The in between is mine. I am mine.

And the meanings get left behind.
Oh the innocence pass you on time.
Significant between the lines.
There's no need to hide.
We're safe tonight.

The ocean is full cause everyone's crying.
The full moon is looking for friends at high tide.
The sorrow grows bigger when the sorrow's denied.
I only know my mind. I am mine.

And the meanings get left behind.
Oh the innocence pass you on time.
Significance behind the eyes.
There's no need to hide.
We're safe tonight.

And the meanings get left behind.
Oh the feelings get broken with time.
We're all different beind the eyes.
You may need to hide.

And the meanings get left behind.
Oh the innocence pass you on time.
Significancec between the lines.
There's no need to hide.

kau berlalu pergi......meninggalknku dsini.....

Inikah akhirnya

tinggallah lara di sini

terpadamlah api kasih setelah dikau pergi

telah ku korbankan

sudah aku curahkannya

semua kasih suci pada dirimu

tak ku mahu asmarakan hancur seperti debu

tak kumahu dirimu bukan lagi kekasihku

dan di sini tinggallah aku menanti kasih

sesaat berlalu bertahun ku rasa oh manakah silapnya

kemanakah kan ku bawa erti cinta sejati cuma di mimpi

tak ku mahu asmara kan hancur seperti debu

tak ku mahu dirimu

bukan lagi kekasihku

dan disini tinggallah aku menantikan

kasih sesaat berlalu bertahun ku rasa pedihnya ..

~C!nT@~

ku hinakn driku sndri tuk mrengkuh cinta sejati........
Cintamu bak chy mntari yg mngukuh cinta sejati........
Cintamu bak chy mntari yg mmbakar wajahku.....
Meski skilas ku rasakn......
namun akn mjd bekal smpi akhir zaman......
ku akn ttp mncintaimu.......

am i strong....???

plants are great, arent they??

even wen it rains and they get soaked,

they still stay there prodicing new n fresh flowers,

i wish 2 become dat strong t0o.....

step by step.....

when ma existence seems to disappear,

i wil look 4 d place where i can do d bez.

4rm nw on, i'll deliberate slowly,

I WONT B IMPATIENT,

I WONT B GREEDY,

I WONT GV UP

coz evry1 takes things step by step......

d other side of suffering....

evry1 feels d pain,

but surely after d pain satisfaction wil arrive,

even wif sports, studying or other ordeals,

wif life, its like dat 4 evry1.

if we can beat d pain, on d other side,

a rainbow of hapiness awaits us,

dat wil definitely become a treasure,

lets believe in dat.........

hmmm....nk tdo tp.....xngntk....=(

hari yg serba xkne adlh HR NIE.....!!!!

td de xm HE tp byk soklan yg xtaw jwpn cz xbce....pnt...

pas test lak g teman muiz repair kete....n lunch kt subaidah.....

blk dr sne,igt nk tdo tp azam dmm blk n kne slow kn kipas....owg lak xthn pns tp tpakse laa cz respect kn...then trus tdo xigt dunia(dgn keadaan bju yg bsh sbb panas)...hehe=)

bgn tdo lam kul 8 trus mndi n kua g dinner ngan azlee,nana n acoy kt HAMMER BAY...bez gak cz tepi laut....

em, pas blk dr sne td, lam kul 11 g teman anta azam plak g sepistal.....dmm truk bdk 2......kt sepital td g minum coffee smpi 2 cwn...igt nk stay awake cz tkt ngntk....then g minum2 kt restoran saha cz kne tgu azam lg 2 jam...minum pn xtenteram cz pk xm esk....luckily bwk buku KM so leh la belek2.....blk smpi mktb lam kul 4....nk tdo sgt2,cz esk de ppr KM tp xngntk2....tgu pny tgu pny tgu....smpi la bende nie dpost kn still xrse ngntk....cne nie...nk tdo....hmmm...

hahaha.......AKU SEMAKIN UP!!!!

smlm xde keje....nk stdy mls...jemu tgk buku hr2....asyik2 nk bce jew....so rebel la ckit...huhu...amik pluang utk on9....haha=p

em, tringt mzhd ajr cne nk cntik kn blog....so owg pn cube laa...

nie la hasilnye....haha=)

biarpn xcntk dmata kalian, tp owg xksh lngsg k....janji owg suke....(sambil berkate2 dlm hati : blog aku,suka hati aku la kn....)

HAHAHA=)

JAHAT GLE AYT.....IT IS ME....T8 IT O LEAVE IT.....huhu

TOMOK???? bez kew???

k nk cite psl oiam nie....
dlu owg xla mnt sgt....
tp bru2 nie la kn...ma bffs,

azle n sexy7

sibuk duk cite psl dak sorg nie....
katenye bez la, creative la....
so owg pn tgk la kt utube.....

SURPRISINGLY.....,

he's superb....
n he's different nw frm d old tomok dat we noe....
4 me kn....
tomok nie mmg cool n bez....
suare tersepit o sengau die da ilang....
skg suare die da mtg n bez....
sdp ddgr....
i think Tomok deserves 2 win diz competition....
he's vry creative in song arrangement,
n his showmanship is awayz major wow.....
ppl like 2 criticize his vocals...
4 me, he didn't sound bad...
dat's enough,
cz he has so many plus points dat d others don hv.....:)

kalau asyik nak tunjuk vokal pun bosan gak kn.....
kat Malaysia ni kite ade ramai da penyanyi with great vocals,
bt hw many of them r awesome performers like dis 1.....

kn....???? (mrh nie)
so, lets support our local artists...
yeahhh....
huhu....
semangat gle sey...=)

kembali bersama MAYFIRST!!!!!!

MAYFIRST????

aku kembali mjadi org berkejaya....

hahaha......nga keje....ganti mariah ct 2 hr....ramai yg xknl aku....xskenye.....dlu aku la yg paling berkuasa dsini....tp skg sume mahukn mariah......blk2 tny,mane mariah???mariah ade??mariah msti taw....!! haha...perasaan cemburu yg terlampau......haha=)...xdela....maknenye mariah 2 bgs r....kn???sume suke....sbnynye aku xtaw nk tulis ape...so merepek jela....haha...k r...daa~

diatas permintaan RAMAI!!!!!!!!!!

WELCOME BCK 2 ME!!!!!

aku kembali memblogkn diri...hahaha....ntah la...pas few month nie cm xde mood nk mnulis....byk sgt citenk share tp sgt bz smpi tlupe n xde mse lngsg nk on9....hope korg xmrh k...haha:0

btw, ade kew yg nk mrh????hahaha....

KHAS BUAT RUMETKU YG DISYGI......

u can shed tears dat she's gone, o u can smile bcz she has lived....

u can close ur eyes n pray dat she'll come back, o u can open ur eyes n c all she's left....

ur heart can b empty bcz u can't c her, o u can be full of the luv u shared....

u can turn ur bck on 2morrow n live yesterdy, o u can b hapie 4 2morrow bcz of yesterdy....

u can remember her only dat she's gone, o u can cherish her memory n let it live on....

u can cry n close ur mind to b empty n turn ur bck, o u can do wat she'd want which is,

smile, open your eyes, luv n go on......

wat is luv 2 me????

I don pretend 2 noe wat luv is 4 evry1, but I can tell u wat it is 4 me

luv is noeing all bout sum1, n still wanting 2 b wif them more than any other person....

luv is trusting them enough 2 tell them evrythin bout urself, including the things u might b ashamed of....

luv is feelin comfortable n safe wif sum1, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.........

ma mom awayz reminds me:

find a girl who calls u handsome instead of hot,
who calls u back when u hang up on her,
who will lie under the stars n listen to ur heartbeat,
o wil stay awake juz 2 watch u sleep...
wait 4 the girl who kisses ur forehead,
who wants 2 show u off 2 the world wen u r in sweats,
who holds ur hand in front of her frenz,
who thinks u're juz s handsome s u r....

One who's constantly reminding u of hw much she cares n hw lucky she is 2 hv u....
The one who turns 2 her frenz n says,

that's him.....

Keadaan Memungkinkan Segalanya

Sesunguhnya hidup ini cuma pinjaman

kita sekadar pelakon diatas pentas sandiwara dunia yang penuh warna warni kehidupan

kita harus sentiasa beringat dlm apa jua yang kita lakukan

agar sesuatu itu akan menjadi lebih baik

dlm mencari cinta terlalu sukar digapai kerna hidup sebegini

hanya sementara cuma,namun sesunguhnya saat saat indah semntara itu

harus dibaja agar menjadi sesuatu yang pahit dan manis dalam diari kamus kehidupan

NAMUN APAKAN DAYA, AKU HANYA INSAN LEMAH......

mari belajar bahasa jepun!!!!

nk share ngan korg...bff ak, afiq ajar aku ckit bhse jepun....fyi, die nga bljr kt sne....so sje nk kongsi2 ngn korg...

Japan’s word

~selamat pgi > ohayou

~selamat tghari > konniciwa

~selamat malam > konbanwa

~Terima kasih > doumo arigatougozaimas

~sama2 > dou itashimashite

~nk mkn > itadakimas

~abes mkn > gochisou sama deshta

~nk kuar umah > ittekimas

~greet org yg kuar umah > itte rashai

~balek umah > tadaima

~greet org balek umah > okaerinasai

~1st time jmpe org > hajime mashite

~abes wat keje same2 > otsukaresamadesu

~greet org wat keje > gokurosamadeshta

~mntak tolong > yoroshiku onegaishimasu

camping oh camping!!!

part 2 (slepas pulang)

haha=)...lamenye amik mse nk tulis psl nie...bru terase r...sblm nie mls jew...haha=)

em,ok la ovrall campin nie....d bez part is i hv 6 new frenz.....all of them r frm canada....yg plg cantik tentu la sara....bkn sara yap2 taw...haha...em,yg seksi janna....yg naive gle sherline....yg havoc tasha....yg macho eric n yg teramat kaya tania....2la kwn2 bru ku....

ok....cte psl camping blk, sgt bez n happenin....tp syg terdemam plk mse mlm ke-2.....tp xpe....i still enjoyd all d activities...yg pls bez mst r mse wat halangan2 2.....kn???y???bcz sy berjaya wat sume...haha...ade sedikit perasaan bongkak dlm diri....haha

n jungle tracking pn bez....thanx amal n bezek jge owg mse kt c 2...haha....n sara n janna to0....haha....teman menyanyi kt dlm hutan...huhu...smpi kne tegur dgn NIK....haha

ble pk2, kte sume nie da lbh dr kwn....mcm adik bradik....syg kt korg sume.....tp sdh ble terpk yg kt ade lg 3 thn jewnk bsama....cne ek ble bgn pg jew korg sume da xde....xde spe nk sakat owg,nk kcu,nk ngumpat,nk gado,nk EMO, nk mrh.....hmmmm......sdh3....tp diz is wat we called life....kejam bg kte kn...tp klu itu takdirnye.....berserah laa......=(

camping oh camping!!!

part 1.....(sblm pergi)

jap g around 3 pm i'l b goin 2 keda resort at sik,kdh...4 camping...!!!hoorayyyy....!! duh~~~im not xcited at all....haha=)..hmmmm, fyi, i juz dun feel like goin lor...dunno y...xde intention pn nk ber'camping2' nie....mls nk g pn de gak...bt its apart of ma "cohort" 8tvt....ikut jela...kn??nk wat cne...nw its nearly 11 o'clock in da mrng...n im not even start packing ma stuff...dunno laa....i juz wanna rest n hv sum peace....xpecially on weekend....xnk bgn pg2...n wat rough 8tvt...its juz not me laa....tp who m i 2 say all diz....im 'nobody n nothin'.....juz follow it...4 diz tyme...mayb..huhu=0....wateva it is....i juz wish dat im gonna do ma bez there...n m8 maself hapie in a million ways....enjy all 8tvties s much s i can....huhu...

i shopped till i dropped!!!!

hahaha=)....funny???i dun think so...its a bad thing bout me....i luv 2 waste ma money buying thing dat i dun really noe de reason of buying it....hmm..... tp kn....shopping make me feel good like im in heaven....haha=)....its a satisfaction 2 me...lg2 ble ngh tens o bored...n ma bez partner is surely ma bez fren, azlee......haha=)...u r de bez pal i ever had..haha...lg2 ble part nk menghabiskn duit i kn???haha=)...JGN MARA YE...huhu....tp, azam thn nie xde shopping byk2...hopefully la leh tcapai...huuh

picnic wif ma beloved daughters...

haha...i've spent tyme wif ma sweet little princess tdy... huhu...here is some pics 4 u all 2 c....d place is quite good 4 picnic...its cozy,warm n comfort...haha...guess where??its very near u..huhu

keje oh keje....

kene keje laa pulok...huhu...igtkn da benti xde la keje lg...tp mama minx tlg...nk wat cne...i hv 2...its a part of ma responsibility....cewah...learn hw 2 say NO mirul!!!!(kate hakim,nik n oney terngiang2 dpkiran.....)huuh....tp 1 week ja...so keje laa...huhu...

keje ku menjd lebih mudah....da nek pangkat...jd supervisor 2...huhu...kne train dak bru...nme die mona....bdk lg...bru 20 thn...ok la...ajar ckit2 jew...huhu...janji ade gaji kire ok...huuh

pack nye sem nie...

waawaa='(.......i hv 6 subjects 4 diz sem...arggghhhh!!!tens nye.....

gerammmmnnnyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!

em, permulaan hr yg xbrape bgs rini...fUCk!!!pnt je blk awl....attendence xkire rini...wtf!!!bs!!!geram gle...sia2 jew blk awl....hmmmm...ade sesi luahn mslh td....ngn oney(da tmbh 'y' da kt name hg ney) n nik kt msq....huu....byk gak borak soal hati....hehe=)

then, jmpa mr.G....kt recsam...jap jew pn...he's so different wif dat look...cm sivaji de bos...haha...ampun sir...tp stil hmsm r...

huhu......jap g nk g kdai...teman kakak n adik jge kdai...miz them...huhu...em,dpt jmpa adik....beznye....cant wait 2 meet him...miz him so much....nk picit pipi die puas2..haha....nk tdo ngn die mlm nie....rndu la mse kt uma 2 dlu....bez...hehe..tp xpe...t leh dtg slalu...haha

new yea plg bsejarah wat seseorg bnama 'A' bkn nme sbenar..haha

im bck 2 png alreadyaftr bout 8 hours traval wif d bus...finally, im here...huhu...damn tired act....n hungry to0...bt a bit hapie 2 meet ma frenz....hehe=)...(macam la rndu sgt...)

dat nite i went out wif muiz,syamil n sum1....!!!guess who???
haha=)...ashwin...huhu...mule2, we went 2 mcd greenland 2 hv ma mkn mlm....suddenly....

SCENE 1
(d mcd greenland)

mirul:nk g ne pasni??xkn nk blk daa...?
muiz:da 2 nk g new??
mirul:new yea eve...awl lg nie...jom r gurney...nk?
muiz:ak on jew....janji tuang minyak...
mirul:owg ok jew...tp teng2 r....cne??
ashwin:sy ok jew...
syamil:ak pn xksh...(da r tgh dmm mse nie)

SCENE 2
(d dlm kete dpn gurney)

muiz:mirul....jln tutup r...xleh nk msk...cne??
mirul:hah?layeke...xbez r...em, xpe kte try msk jln len...
muiz:jom g qby r...sng ckit...amacam?
syamil:ok jew...
mirul:ala cube la carik parkin....den,jln kaki...nk?
muiz:mslh nye parkin pn xde...jam r jln...
mirul:ok r...jom jela g qby....(smbil berkate2 d dlm hati....ade midnite sale)

SCENE 3
(dlm kete gak tp kt pdg kota)

dam dam dum!!!!!!!!!!!!bommmmm!!!!!!!!!!! api new yea....da pn kul 12...tp ktrg stil lg kt dlm kete...tp yg bez nye...ktrg dpt gak tgk bunga api btl2 kt dpn mate...huhu...kire puas gak la....dpt tgk dpn2 wlupn hny dlm kete...huhu....

ashwin:eh2, xsangka la new yeA thn nie dpt smbt dgn mirul....bsejarah sungguh...kne igt nie...haha=)
mirul:aah la....xpnh tbayang pn nk celeb new yea dgn ashwin...huuh...n syamil n muiz...da r kt dlm kete lak 2...huhu

begitulah al-kisah kami d mlm new yg lalu...nothin special...
pastu kami g gak qby.....jln jam gle thp cipan cuak....xleh nk msk qby....lastly,g lepak tpi pantai....den,blk mktb..huhu=)

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