its over~~~

hahahaha....finally, it has come 2 d end....ROS is over...im happy 4 dat but sumhw, deep inside ma heart....i can feel the sadness n the pain....its not dat much bt its stil thr....hmmm...juz imagine, i've been duin diz 4 the past 3 weeks n starting 2mrw, evrything's gone n im bck 2 d old AMIRUL who is nothing n nobody...no more entering the class, no more ppl calling me sir o cikgu n the most important thing is, no more getting up early in the mornin....hmmmm....i started 2 mis dat already...bt diz is life...beginnings r usually scary n endings r usually sad....bt its evrything in between dat m8s it all a worth living....so, cheer up mirul...b strong...huhu..

i juz luv ma students....all of 'em...they touched ma heart....i admit dat sumtyme i feel bored relieving all the classes bt i stil do ma bez 2 entertain them....n i've made it...alhmdlh....i also f ma favourite class which is 6 ibnu khaldun....(fyi, its the laz class in the standard)....they knew dat tdy is ma laz day at school.....so they wrote their biodata 4 me s a present....the whole class biodata is on ma table....n some present t0o....n im so touched by their words.... it puts me on tears diz mornin when i read it...i feel like i dun wan 2 go bck...i wan 2 b thr 4 them bt i juz cant....i really cant....here r few quotations of their words...

"cgu yg plg dsygi : cgu amirul"
"cgu amirul cute mcm telaber (wrong spelling, it suppose 2 b teddybear)"
"smoge cgu berjaya n kembali mngajar d cni"
"kami akn rindu cgu"
"kenangan manis : smase cgu mirul mngajar kami"
"kenangan pahit: smase cgu mirul sudah tiada d skola"
las bt nt least and this 1 made me cry alot..."slamat jln cgu mirul, bye2..."

im speechless....dunno wat 2 say....i juz knew them 4 bout 3 weeks n they already f a special place in ma heart....n im nt gonna 4get them cz they r ma 1st students ever....